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Well I have gained over 80 pounds myself in the last 2
years. I have = had 5 major surgeries and now have nerve
damage that is so painful it = is very hard to move and
walk most days. I break out in hives and = really bad
rashes covering many areas on my body for weeks at a time =
due to the pain medications I have to take for some
relief.. My = numbers are optimal for a diabetic, type 2,
but with shots of predisone = every couple weeks when I
have this rash, it is good for a solid 12 plus = pounds. I
look like a butter ball and I feel awful for being over =
weight.. I feel guilty and when I was reading this post I
felt really = sickened, like looking in a mirror thinking,
I wonder if my husband = feels this way about me. I am not
the same person I was 8 years ago, I = have horrible health
and my life has taken many a bad turn. I am 37. = Surely he
must at times but and if he does he never treats me badly
or = indifferently and he would never talk about me like
this. He knows what = I go through. He takes me to most of
my doctor appointments I see = specialist 6 plus times a
month many months in a row. Anyways, he must = not love her
to be ready to leave her for a disease she didn't ask for =
in the first place. With this disease can come many
complications, like = diabetic neuropathy. I know he said
he supported her in what she needed = to treat the diabetes
but it reminded me of a parent who had no love = to show
except by buying you off so they didn't have to deal with
you = with emotions or love. Anyways, How many other
diabetics have good = numbers but are over weight/ How do
you deal with it? What type exercise = do you do? What kind
of life do you live?
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<DIV><FONT face=3DArial size=3D2> Well I have
gained over 80 = pounds=20 myself in the last 2
years. I have had 5 major surgeries and =
now=20 have nerve damage that is so painful it is
very hard to move and = walk most=20 days.
I break out in hives and really bad rashes =
covering many=20 areas on my body for weeks at a
time due to the pain medications I have = to take=20
for some relief.. My numbers are optimal
for a diabetic, = type 2, but=20 with shots of
predisone every couple weeks when I have this rash, it
is = good for=20 a solid 12 plus pounds. I look like a
butter ball and I feel awful for = being=20 over
weight.. I feel guilty and when I was reading this post
I felt = really=20 sickened, like looking in a mirror
thinking, I wonder if my husband = feels this=20 way
about me. I am not the same person I was 8 years
ago, I have = horrible=20 health and my life has taken
many a bad turn. I am 37. Surely he = must at=20
times but and if he does he never treats me
badly or=20 indifferently and he would never talk
about me like this. He knows = what I=20 go through. He
takes me to most of my doctor appointments I see
= specialist=20 6 plus times a month many months
in a row. Anyways, he must = not love=20 her
to be ready to leave her for a disease she didn't
ask for in = the first=20 place. With this
disease can come many complications, like = diabetic=20
neuropathy. I know he said he supported her in
what she needed to = treat=20 the diabetes but it
reminded me of a parent who had no love = to
show=20 except by buying you off so they
didn't have to deal with = you with=20 emotions or
love. Anyways, How many other diabetics have good
= numbers but=20 are over weight/ How do you deal with
it? What type exercise do you = do? =20 What kind
of life do you live?</FONT></DIV>
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Well I have gained over 80 pounds myself in the last 2
years. I have = had 5 major surgeries and now have nerve
damage that is so painful it = is very hard to move and
walk most days. I break out in hives and = really bad
rashes covering many areas on my body for weeks at a time =
due to the pain medications I have to take for some
relief.. My = numbers are optimal for a diabetic, type 2,
but with shots of predisone = every couple weeks when I
have this rash, it is good for a solid 12 plus = pounds. I
look like a butter ball and I feel awful for being over =
weight.. I feel guilty and when I was reading this post I
felt really = sickened, like looking in a mirror thinking,
I wonder if my husband = feels this way about me. I am not
the same person I was 8 years ago, I = have horrible health
and my life has taken many a bad turn. I am 37. = Surely he
must at times but and if he does he never treats me badly
or = indifferently and he would never talk about me like
this. He knows what = I go through. He takes me to most of
my doctor appointments I see = specialist 6 plus times a
month many months in a row. Anyways, he must = not love her
to be ready to leave her for a disease she didn't ask for =
in the first place. With this disease can come many
complications, like = diabetic neuropathy. I know he said
he supported her in what she needed = to treat the diabetes
but it reminded me of a parent who had no love = to show
except by buying you off so they didn't have to deal with
you = with emotions or love. Anyways, How many other
diabetics have good = numbers but are over weight/ How do
you deal with it? What type exercise = do you do? What kind
of life do you live?
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<DIV><FONT face=3DArial size=3D2> Well I have
gained over 80 = pounds=20 myself in the last 2
years. I have had 5 major surgeries and =
now=20 have nerve damage that is so painful it is
very hard to move and = walk most=20 days.
I break out in hives and really bad rashes =
covering many=20 areas on my body for weeks at a
time due to the pain medications I have = to take=20
for some relief.. My numbers are optimal
for a diabetic, = type 2, but=20 with shots of
predisone every couple weeks when I have this rash, it
is = good for=20 a solid 12 plus pounds. I look like a
butter ball and I feel awful for = being=20 over
weight.. I feel guilty and when I was reading this post
I felt = really=20 sickened, like looking in a mirror
thinking, I wonder if my husband = feels this=20 way
about me. I am not the same person I was 8 years
ago, I have = horrible=20 health and my life has taken
many a bad turn. I am 37. Surely he = must at=20
times but and if he does he never treats me
badly or=20 indifferently and he would never talk
about me like this. He knows = what I=20 go through. He
takes me to most of my doctor appointments I see
= specialist=20 6 plus times a month many months
in a row. Anyways, he must = not love=20 her
to be ready to leave her for a disease she didn't
ask for in = the first=20 place. With this
disease can come many complications, like = diabetic=20
neuropathy. I know he said he supported her in
what she needed to = treat=20 the diabetes but it
reminded me of a parent who had no love = to
show=20 except by buying you off so they
didn't have to deal with = you with=20 emotions or
love. Anyways, How many other diabetics have good
= numbers but=20 are over weight/ How do you deal with
it? What type exercise do you = do? =20 What kind
of life do you live?</FONT></DIV>
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