closesupport said:Been there done that, due to over exercising and under eating i made my self ill. not only mentally but physically, since i was exercising so much and not eating anywhere enough calories to maintain my weight for my longer runs, loading didn't enter the equation until late on, my primary concern was how i felt on my feet if i felt heavy or looked heavy in my opinion then i would skip meals *(Anorexia) when i felt light on my feet i would cram in alsorts before runs a few hours before. Somedays my legs would feel flat exhausted and weak, okey! most people would probaly skip, but i found that using the weights for a few hours and bunging in a big meal they then felt good enough for me to head off out for a 5 to 10 mile run.
i was obsessed, i would do sit ups for hours after breakfast, i weight trained after dinner, cycled after tea then would run a little later on at nights, but while all my mates where out enjoying a few beers i would be out playing in the rain and the mud. But truthfully all it got me was the inability to walk for 14mths, due to over exercise and malnutrition i weakened my bones in my tibia and fibula leaving me with several fractures a number of sprains and strain and a dislocation that couldn't be re located until my bone density had improved.
now i try to eat sensibly and i also try to ensure that i have at leaste one day a week off so i don't get to suffer that again, but mainly i try to stick to training 2 to 3 times a week instead of 3 to 4 times a day.
That obsession was exactly the same problem I had. I pumped massive amounts of protein, complex carbs and vitamins through my body so I did not have the same nutritional issues, but it was very hard on my body. Was I high on endorphins? Probably. But I honestly think it was less of an addiction then it was an obsession. I had a goal without an upper limit and I wasn't going to let lack of dedication or will power lower my gains for a second. However, in time I learned that more rest would have actually improved my gains and lower my injuries. What's even crazier is that I had taken this stuff in University and I subconsciously knew what I was doing to myself. I just didn't want to believe it applied to me.
Hence, whenever I talk to someone that is following the same path, my advice is always to put some control on enforcing mandatory rest. Four consecutive days off each month (of course including some rest each week as well) will not cause a decrease in performance (professional athletes on a professional program are not included in this statement). If the rest is that hard to do, the motivation to workout actually increases as opposed to drops off at the end of one's rest period.