In my life I've had 4 incidents where I was knocking on the afterlife's door, 5 if I count the time I was nearly crushed by a truck. I've come to the thinking that whatever happens happens, all you can do is take preventive steps towards it. Yes I think about morality a lot, but to be perfectly blunt, we're all gonna die one day, be it tomorrow, or in another 50 odd years.