Originally Posted by nonns .
I see no conspiracy theory. He either did it or he didn't. I don't know. The people who did the tests say the sample were suspicious but not positive. Gee call me strange but i'm more inclined to believe that than the guy who claims he is part composed of himself and an unborn twin who is hoping for resurrection and some cash as a result of his confessions. This leaves some questions in my eyes. I prefer to actually see the positive test before I accuse people. I haven't said that there is a conspiracy. Just that i'd like to see some explanations.
What i said was that I see no positive outcome for Armstrong in confessing so why would he do it. If he did it then he seems not to have trouble looking at himself in the mirror so why would be confess to gratify all those against him. If he didn't do it and says so then no one will believe him at this point and clearly there would be no benefit to be had claiming guilt in the event that he hadn't doped so why confess. Why say anything at all.
Btw if he didn't do it then justice has not been served and this is a tragedy. If he did then justice has been done but the aftermath is being handled badly.
I'm no Armstrong fanboy. I think he was a pretty good bike rider (maybe the best of his time and maybe not) and could clearly push his bike up mountains faster than could I.
Well what value to do place on truth. I am not talking about just telling the truth but living in truth. To do so is to choose to enter your own pain, to enter your own reality. People will not do this of their own will. Circumstances like Lances may force him to assess some major character flaws and there origins......or maybe not. Maybe he continues with his alternate reality to the end but can he live with the lie. IF so what will befall Lance next, some other way of self coping. He is off the fame cocaine. Maybe the real cocaine will work?
Maybe he continues this charade with his kids, SO, friends, but if there is no truth then you stand for nothing. Ask Lance what he stands for. I assure his response will be hollow for there is nothing left of any substance.
His kids? Nope, look at the legacy has left them!
People afflicted with Cancer? He had them hoping in a lie to glorify himself!
The sport of cycling? No respect for the sport at all
His friends? Discarded them when they did not agree with him
Lance loves the IMAGE of Lance like we all did at one point. But it is only an IMAGE! Lance does not know anything beyond the image. The image is being shattered leaving only the reality od a dreadful past that started way before bike racing. He left himself a long time ago. He left that kid that no one cared to love and like the article said not cause he was unlovable, it was because the inner circle of Lances childhood had no idea what love was?
Morally he is still 8 years old, with the same 3rd grade temper, manipulation and lack of moral code and I might add the inability to love anything other than an image of himself. Many ahve contested "His Mom love him" ... she brought several men into his life that beat him and did not care for him and then left him.
But it is not to late to become a man of truth. It is not to late to understand love, to truly love his kids, to truly love Cancer survivors, to truly love the sport of cycling and his friends but first he will have to realize that there was nothing wrong with that 8 year old boy and he will need to learn to love that boy and not despise him. If he can accomplish that then he can do the rest.
He can still win that race and in the end it is the only one worth winning!