I am pretty sure what someone like Dave's advice will be on this and I pretty much already know what direction I am going, but I am really just curious what the insight might be on why I feel how I feel. Basically the past 2.5 weeks have been full of structured regimented workouts, mostly focused on increasing my FTP and building base through lots of SST. As I approach my last workout of week 3 on Sunday and the start of a rest week on Monday, I find myself with this overwhelming desire to just go on a long ride and just simply ride. My Sunday ride is slated to be another 4hr ride with a large, long SST block, similar to previous weeks only harder. To fit things into the Holiday schedule I have to ride from my wife's families Xmas to mine. It is 120 miles, but we have done this type of thing before and typically meet up short of our destination, so I get my desired miles. The thing is mentally, I find myself wanting to just ride the 120 miles with no agenda vs doing a structured 80-85miles. It isn't just a small preference either, I would be excited to actually do such a ride. So, I think I am just going to set out and just simply ride on Sunday, the TSS would be about the same for a 6hr easy tempo/endurance ride as it would for my planned 4hr ride. Training wise, it is December, at the end of the day any potential setbacks would be minimal if any and any potential gains from pushing through are IMO not worth the mental check I would need to write. Besides maybe a long just ride my bike type ride is something that I need at least one of during each training block, which is where I am kinda going with all of this. Am I feeling this way because my legs and mind are tired as I approach the end of a training block, and this is something that as my training progresses I should consider pushing through? Or is it my body telling me that I am actually missing a key component in my training in the form of at least one long just ride type ride per training block?