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erik saunders
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i dont race to beat other people, so i dont get frustrated... and i always tend
to look at myself more than at anything else when i am searching for reasons
and explainations... i could blame others for my dissapointments, or i could
just take responsibility myself... i tend to think "i didnt win because i didnt
ride fast enough (simplistic but true)" rather than "so and so is not natural
and so it made it next to impossible for me to match his strength, **** him"...
one way seems too much like a lame excuse and the other is taking
responsibility for my own part rather than placing blame on another (especially
since it isnt 100% sure that i know so and so was charged)...thats probably the
main thing that allows me to be cool about the issue... i race for me and how
it makes me feel... i enjoy a challenge and maybe doping makes it more
challenging?... i havent really thought much about my process in this matter...
thats how i am in life anyway... i dont often look to apply blame... there is a
difference between blame and responsibilty.. the best way to stay focused and
happy is to always accept responsibility for things that effect you or things
that you feel strongly about regardless of who is actually to blame... i just
cant care about guys who want to take drugs.. i cant control them... all i can
do is train the way i think i should and live the life i think i should... if
guys take drugs or dont take drugs what does it change in the way i live?
>We should've gotten more into this during the interview 'cause I
>wholeheartedly disagree with you. Don't get me wrong, it's pretty
>evident that gang fights in the street are a bigger issue than doping
>in sports, but I don't understand how someone who makes their living
>racing bikes can say, "I don't care if my competition cheats". That
>just doesn't make any sense.
>Maybe we should fight about it; I'm pretty sure I could take you.
>
>RB
to look at myself more than at anything else when i am searching for reasons
and explainations... i could blame others for my dissapointments, or i could
just take responsibility myself... i tend to think "i didnt win because i didnt
ride fast enough (simplistic but true)" rather than "so and so is not natural
and so it made it next to impossible for me to match his strength, **** him"...
one way seems too much like a lame excuse and the other is taking
responsibility for my own part rather than placing blame on another (especially
since it isnt 100% sure that i know so and so was charged)...thats probably the
main thing that allows me to be cool about the issue... i race for me and how
it makes me feel... i enjoy a challenge and maybe doping makes it more
challenging?... i havent really thought much about my process in this matter...
thats how i am in life anyway... i dont often look to apply blame... there is a
difference between blame and responsibilty.. the best way to stay focused and
happy is to always accept responsibility for things that effect you or things
that you feel strongly about regardless of who is actually to blame... i just
cant care about guys who want to take drugs.. i cant control them... all i can
do is train the way i think i should and live the life i think i should... if
guys take drugs or dont take drugs what does it change in the way i live?
>We should've gotten more into this during the interview 'cause I
>wholeheartedly disagree with you. Don't get me wrong, it's pretty
>evident that gang fights in the street are a bigger issue than doping
>in sports, but I don't understand how someone who makes their living
>racing bikes can say, "I don't care if my competition cheats". That
>just doesn't make any sense.
>Maybe we should fight about it; I'm pretty sure I could take you.
>
>RB