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Zaz
Guest
Hi...
With last week's gain of 0.8 pounds, I find myself suddenly
scared of weighing in...
In fact, looking on my journal for this past week, I realise
that I have also been very scared to eat. I usually took
most of my FlexPoints, but this week not only did I not take
any, but worse: I have eaten under my points, some times as
much as 5 points less.
I don't believe I did it conciously. I journaled, but did
not really watch the total amount of points, as long as I
was lower than target I didn't care. Before, I used to make
up with a snack at night, just to reach my points. I didn't
this week.
Now I realise that this was probably the best way to gain
weight. So I am afraid of weighing in.
Well. Past is past, right, and I can't do anything but start
again to eat properly.
Isabelle
With last week's gain of 0.8 pounds, I find myself suddenly
scared of weighing in...
In fact, looking on my journal for this past week, I realise
that I have also been very scared to eat. I usually took
most of my FlexPoints, but this week not only did I not take
any, but worse: I have eaten under my points, some times as
much as 5 points less.
I don't believe I did it conciously. I journaled, but did
not really watch the total amount of points, as long as I
was lower than target I didn't care. Before, I used to make
up with a snack at night, just to reach my points. I didn't
this week.
Now I realise that this was probably the best way to gain
weight. So I am afraid of weighing in.
Well. Past is past, right, and I can't do anything but start
again to eat properly.
Isabelle