Yeah. I spent some time in Ringwood recently enough, and it proved to me that you're all a bunch of ****ing upper class wankers.
And also, a sunset from the top of whatever they call that hill above Ringwood is bloody ****ing beautiful.
You can keep your hoity toity stories to your ****ingselves.
Now I don't know why I've gotten so het up in the last few months that I've become unfuckingtouchable, like a ****ing leper, but I have. I know it, you know it. Ain't noone replying to no bbp posts nomore. Except Ross. Thankyou Ross. I've never met you but I suspect you may be a giant amongst men.
Alright so yeah, I broke up with the Fartographer, actually no, she broke up with me, because neglect, but I tried to stay her friend. But she wanted to kick my ****. I, I, I held my tongue, was respectful, but then got a bloody mouthful of hell from her, and I won't go into detail. OK, I'm single, I'll focus on other things.
And yeah, bloody ashes spreading, hot tip- if someone you love dies, deal with it quickly. Don't let it drag out.
And of course I've always lacked that selfcencorship gene, which in better times may almost be endearing, but by Crikey I've used the TAN as drunken ****ing solo therapy lately. Which most people would prefer to do one on one with a real therapist and the Hippocratic Oath as a defence against disgrace, but I've chosen a public ****ing forum which you can't even ****ing edit after 20 ****ing minutes. Hey, at least it's free?
I'm sorry. I hope to become a better man one day soon. I have also been trying to address my alcoholism, and cut back, so as I don't ever have to give it up completely. It 's interesting. Your whole organism gets addicted to a certain amount perhaps weekly, so when you consciously cut back a bit for a few days, the binges want harder.
I've had a chance to have a couple of quiet weeks, and I'm much calmer, and we shall see.
Also, last week of the Giro. I liked Blockhaus last week, and don't know what happened last night yet, I'm about to go and watch, but I do have two free Foxtel logins if anyone wants to watch it on Eurosport.