In article <[email hidden]>, Doug
Freyburger says...
Quoted message said:
Like an addiction hard to go through the withdrawals at the start.
Like an addiction the temptation to fall of the wagon never goes
away. Like an addiction once on the wagon staying on the wagon
is not difficult.
It's an unstable situation. But think it over. What choice do you
actually have? Struggle back on then ride the benefits, or stay
on sugar and feel sick? No matter how many times I fall off the
wagon that's what I ask myself. And when I'm about to take that
fatal first bite I ask myself which is more important, that first bite
or the struggle to get back on the wagon ...
It took a while for me to realize what was happening to me. Over the years, my
glucose level kept creeping up. In August, it hit 131. My triglyceride level was
also heading north of 200. The doctor started talking about diabetes medication
and Syndrome X. That put a pretty big scare into me.
I bought some Syndrome X books from Amazon and started reading. I immediately
cut out all the white stuff (potatoes, rice, breads, pastas). No more beer or
sodas. No more fruit juices. I also cut out desserts.
Labor Day weekend we were with some friends. One of them is a 75-year old guy
with diabetes. I watched him test his blood sugar, then prepare his insulin shot
and give it to himself in the stomach.
That was my real awakening. I'm down about 30 lbs. since August, and my glucose
level is just above normal. Tryglicerides are now OK.
I was at a luncheon a couple of days ago. They brought around rolls--I declined.
I drank iced tea while everyone was drinking sodas. Lunch was a Caeser salad,
broiled salmon and some beans--which was just fine with me.
I also declined the Creme Brulee and just had coffee. My table mates said that I
showed a lot of discipline.
To me, it isn't discipline. It is a metter of simply refusing to let that image
of having to inject myself 3-5 times a day become a reality.
Mark