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Skiur
Guest
Hi all,
I had a not so good eating day today.
..Had to have a phone call with dhv1, afterwhich I feel too drained and hurt. There are still wounds
there that haven't healed. I don't think they ever will...the pain will lessen in time and the
frequency of having to deal with it will decrease too. If I didn't have to talk to him they wouldn't
be ripped open so frequently. *sigh*
Went out to dinner tonight because the emotional drain was too overwelming to cook. The dinner
itself went well, but went to Ben & Jerry's afterwards and had two scoops of ice cream that I didn't
enjoy as much as I thought I would. It just didn't satisfy as I thought it would. Originally I
wanted to go somewhere else for dinner but changed plan due to time limitation. I still want the
burger I was craving and I think I'll work it in later in the week or on the weekend or something.
Now I'm feeling uncomfortable because I had too much food and we came back 2 hours ago. This is
going to be a long night and tomorrow is another day to be OP.
Julie
I had a not so good eating day today.
..Had to have a phone call with dhv1, afterwhich I feel too drained and hurt. There are still wounds
there that haven't healed. I don't think they ever will...the pain will lessen in time and the
frequency of having to deal with it will decrease too. If I didn't have to talk to him they wouldn't
be ripped open so frequently. *sigh*
Went out to dinner tonight because the emotional drain was too overwelming to cook. The dinner
itself went well, but went to Ben & Jerry's afterwards and had two scoops of ice cream that I didn't
enjoy as much as I thought I would. It just didn't satisfy as I thought it would. Originally I
wanted to go somewhere else for dinner but changed plan due to time limitation. I still want the
burger I was craving and I think I'll work it in later in the week or on the weekend or something.
Now I'm feeling uncomfortable because I had too much food and we came back 2 hours ago. This is
going to be a long night and tomorrow is another day to be OP.
Julie