I was out today with a bunch of riders more advanced than myself. The pace was mostly fine for this 80/90km ride. But it was a particularly hot day and very humid. On the ride I lost about 3.5kilos. This time of year Im doing that quite regularly on my rides. Towards then end I really hit a wall I put down to fluid loss.
I was wondering if I am making a big mistake slogging it out with these guys. When it comes time for me to pull a turn on the front, I often get half wheeled, criticised for riding in the wrong gears, and bagged for doing short turns. I feel real "peleton" pressure to not be soft, and get demoralised when I decide to ease off the back. It actually pisses me off a bit sometimes, because I am a reasonable cyclist of around B/C Grade standard, and have no pretentions about my ability. How can I improve if I stay with the easier rides that dont challenge me? Maybe I should, until the harder rides feel easy? I just dont know what to do. Do I have to keep slogging it out!!
I was wondering if I am making a big mistake slogging it out with these guys. When it comes time for me to pull a turn on the front, I often get half wheeled, criticised for riding in the wrong gears, and bagged for doing short turns. I feel real "peleton" pressure to not be soft, and get demoralised when I decide to ease off the back. It actually pisses me off a bit sometimes, because I am a reasonable cyclist of around B/C Grade standard, and have no pretentions about my ability. How can I improve if I stay with the easier rides that dont challenge me? Maybe I should, until the harder rides feel easy? I just dont know what to do. Do I have to keep slogging it out!!